one way | -JESUS-

? Friday, March 20, 2009

After all this time...

HiHiZ! haha, and no this post isnt gonna be about anything at all...i jus wanna share a song which expresses my feelings once again xDDD, hahaha...i dunno why but i always seem to find tat songs are a great way to calm me down, its as if the song actually understands wad im going through word fo word...i feel like its sharing the same pain tat i have =D anyways heres the song lyrics, its definately an old song and i might have posted it b4, but its the lyrics tat matter =)

Blind
(by Lifehouse)

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as she turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

( 8:36 AM )

? Tuesday, March 10, 2009

its been a long hard road...

HiHiZ, long time no blog...haha hmmm due to me being bz with lots and lots of stuff recently...haha 1 being my exams which jus passed a week ago and im SURE im gonna screw it up xD another being tat i gotta plan for upcoming easter skit and lastly the fact tat i dun like to stick on the com for too long...LOL strange tat coming from me eh? but yes, i seriously dont really like staying on com games nowadays...=((( sad but oh wells, the feeling jus aint there anymore

hmmm, 1st i would like to talk about the easter skit planning...hahaha, it all started when i was at kirb's house when pasta rona called me and asked me to do the planning with nat yee...yupz, i agreed and so thus started the chain of really really cool happenings...HAHA at our 1st meeting i found out tat elliot was also part of the crew, YAY!! and wanna know wads the kool thing? ps rona was praying for names to call up to be in the committee...and nat yee's name was the 1st, mine was 2nd and elliot 3rd...SO COOL RITE?!?! haha we discussed much on the 1st meeting and kenneth came for the 2nd meeting, LOL wad a barrel of laughs...i shan't say any details out here so as to keep the suspence...sooooooooooo, if u wanna know more...ATTEND EASTER SERVICE on the 11-12 APRIL xD

next, is my exams, which i can easily summarize in 1 word...SCREWED! hahaha ok done.

3rdly, i realise tat i am beginning to dislike staying on the com more and more...the old kick i get outta games are long gone...apparently, hearing ppl's laughter seems to give me the high which i was sought for in games, especially if i was the one tat made them laugh =), hahaha weird...but wad can i say? hmmm, but this kinda scares me though...Lynn said tat i am growing up, but the thing is tat i DONT WANNA GROW UP JUST YET. i realized tat i wanna enjoy staying here in youth as much as i can, where im surrounded by such great frens and company such as KIRB, lynn, nicole liang, phuisee, caleb (even though i knew tat wasabi dude for a short time onli), kenneth, elliot, adler, zhonghan, kornelius and SO MANY MORE tat my blogspot would probably explode if i typed it all out xDDD HAHAHA.

Saltshakers, shall be wad this paragraph is about...haha hmmm we celebrated each others birthdays together as a cell WOOT! amazing stuff...haha the most recent being elsa's birthday which we held at pizza hut at plaza singapura...and omgdness it was so embarrassing tat they played the happy bday music so loudly and even repeated it SEVERAL TIMES...LOL i bet tat even ppl outside of the restaurant could hear it xD but it was fun as always with the Saltshakers =DDDD...hahaha and i jus realised tat we havent taken a FULL Saltshakers photo yet ever since the bowling event (thx lengshan for reminding me regarding tat SPECIAL bowling day *hope u get wad i mean*) lolz, we should probably force everyone to come down and take a FULL PHOTO xD lets try to get everyone to go for easter ya? hehehe

hmmm, lastly i would like to post about my upcoming job...its at:
Suntec Convention Centre
12th-15th March
PCconnect
COMPAQ PCs Exhibitor
so PLEASE visit me if u are free or passing-by, u have NO IDEA how boring it is there without gd frens around to talk and destress...cuz all my collegues tink about are revenues and commissions tat its sickening...argh very stressful till i gotta plug my ears with music to keep sane lol...

anyways tat concludes my super long post, enjoy reading it despite the fact tat the fonts are super small =( i couldnt find a way to enlarge it hahaha...oh wells, this post was made at 1:26am so pls forgive any really really illegible typos or grammatical mistakes =) i thank God for everything tat has happened =)

p.s nicole: oh and i tried counting the words, but was too lazy so i gave up halfway xD

( 12:58 AM )

? Friday, March 20, 2009

? Tuesday, March 10, 2009

the Worshipper♥

pray and ask from the LORD♥

love thy neighbour♥

Praise the LORD♥

sing HIS praises♥

the path HE laid out for me♥

kisses-blown♥