one way | -JESUS-

? Thursday, July 27, 2006

...There Can Be Miracles...

LiFe is getting harder and harder for me by the seconds and i jus couldnt stand much of it anymore, everywhere ppl seem to be happy and contented...but for me im jus out there doing nth...i feel so useless at times when others need me the most...i uus dont know y...how i wish these problems would jus go away, how i wish tat for once i could say the right things instead of crap...how i wish i could make others happy again...how i wish...

( 7:00 PM )

? Wednesday, July 26, 2006

...Deliever Us...

I have found out tat whenever we wan something very very badly...almost everything else in the world prevents us from getting it...sigh...how annoying and depressing it can be especially when u cant take it anymore...sad eh?...right now im feeling tat way...everything has been going all wrong for me...i jus feel like going to sleep and never ever waking up again...

( 9:00 PM )

? Tuesday, July 25, 2006

...Through Heaven's Eyes...

Although things have gone back to normal
I still feel the same as before
As if to me nothing has changed
The shadow of depression still looming outside...

I stare in envy on how others carry out their lives
But to me i feel like as if im walking on knives
Oh, how i wish someone would actually know how i feel
The emotions so intense that i have no choice but to kneel...

Sometimes the only companion i have is my shadow
As i stand up again, i fall back down even lower
Im getting more confused by the moment
And i pray that someone would stop this torment...

But this is how im destined to live
No choice but to go along this path of solitude
Maybe somewhere i may raise my head and see
The Lord's Almighty fortitude...

( 7:33 PM )

? Sunday, July 23, 2006

...Your Efforts Will Be Realized...

HiHiZ...im here today updating my blog for a special someone...jus wanna say tat no matter hu has ever doubt you, i for one will never do so... =)...i have known you for 4 yrs, i knew the efforts u put in and i shall say this again...they will appreciate wad u had done...so dont worry...things may seem all wrong, but it has already happened, so get the most out of it by learning the lessons tat it thought u and dont jus let it go to waste...

( 10:27 PM )

? Thursday, July 20, 2006

...Purify My Heart...

WoAh...so long le...teacher still haven give me my kayaking cert yet...=.=...so long le ar!!! buei ta han!!...zZz...lolz but anyways nth much as usual except tat my school Speech Day is comoing soon...and rehersals are getting more and more frequent...lolz jus hope i can ta han...

( 9:02 PM )

? Tuesday, July 18, 2006

...When Will You Realise?...

NtH much to say...except tat nowadays its kinda boring...everytime after sch jus go home and do nth at all...sigh...and hor today i kana scolded, dunno hu hor call me FU YAN...hmph...lolz...im jus kinda lazy at times...especially once i lie down on my comfy bed, so hard to get up le...lolx...yawnzz...like now...

( 9:53 PM )

? Monday, July 17, 2006

...Im Letting Go...

WoO...quite sometime since i updated this blog le...lolz...busy watching Tsubasa Chronicles...hehehz...hmm a very touching show, very very the touching and also quite funny at times...so hard to stop watching it...but also it takes a long time to load...tats the bad part...anyways nth much happened today except tat MT listening is over...gd luck to everyone!!!...

( 8:38 PM )

? Wednesday, July 12, 2006

...Feather Of Love...

ToDaY was one of my saddest days of my life...i got caught in sch for long hair, and obviously i gotta cut it...BUT instead the school hired a barber to cut for us...great...then now my hair is like a 5 yr old's...it really looks like a BOWL!!!...sobz...but nvm tomorrow im gonna cut away the slopes...although im not sure whether i can survive till tomorrow...

( 8:46 PM )

? Tuesday, July 11, 2006

...Tonight Love is Rationed...

BuSy busy busy...lolz...as usual all sec 4s are busy with their coming Os and Ns...so not alot of time to go out and play le wor...also im kinda broke nowadays and erm onli weekends then i got a 'sure-can-go-out' reason...but on other days its hard...lolz mainly cuz i gotta be home b4 dinner...zZz...but still there are somedays which i can go out though on weekdays i mean...hahaz...

( 6:09 PM )

? Friday, July 07, 2006

...Everything Happens For A Reason...

ThErE is a horrible truth out there tat i know everyone hates to hear, and tat truth its tat we cant change the past...there is a very simple answer for tat, i believe tat God did not allow us to change the past so tat we can concentrate on the present and the future...and tat we would not dwell in the past, bcuz the more u tink about it, the more chances tat history will repeat itself...mayb tats y i am happy most of the time...cuz i know tat wad happens next is all part of the Lord's plan...*SMILES*...

( 8:25 PM )

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...Some Nights Never End...

WeEeEe...today i went to Changkat Changi Sec for some presentation on me school's solar project, hehe and the weird thing is tat i was the onli 1 tat presented although there were like 3 of us tat were there...lolz...but my teacher treated us to lunch at KFC and a $159 Seoul Garden for dinner...OMG i feel so guilty, but in the end we all had fun...hahaz...

( 8:20 PM )

? Wednesday, July 05, 2006

...The First Time You Made Me Cry...

I have got nth to say in this entry...except for the fact tat im now very depressed emotionally and mentally...i almost cried,there were tears welling up, and im sure how hard isit for a guy to actually cry...but sometimes, somethings tat ppl do jus hurt u so much tat no one can stand up to it...especially by the one whom u hold dear...

( 8:35 PM )

? Tuesday, July 04, 2006

...I Will Love You Till Death Do Us Part...

YoUtH day over le...erm it was kinda ok larz...i went swimming in the sea and cycling for 4 hours trying to find my frend...zZz...but it was a gd exercise...although i dont know y but i jus wish tat tat day didnt happen...sigh...i jus hope im not being lied to...

( 5:31 PM )

? Saturday, July 01, 2006

...The Song Of The Stars...

The days never come easy
Your nightmares and thoughts always made you feel sickly.
Day by day you lived a lie
And there were times you wished that you would just die.

Like it or not, burdens and liabilities are all part of the path
Even though you prayed that you had enough.
The narrow road you walk on never seems to end,
Truth is, all these ups and downs were all planned.

You once said that you were already dead
Upon hearing the reason, I was filled with dread.
Every part of me felt like yelling out
But when I opened my mouth, all that came was a silent shout.

Recently I have not been helpful
And when I think about it over again, I begin to feel like a fool.
But once again, God has told me the right thing to do
And never again am I gonna hurt or let others do those things to you.

You told me that your dreams and nightmares came true
But one thing is for certain,
I wasn't in those dreams but yet im here with you.
So cheer up will you?...

( 5:14 PM )

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...I Stand Alone...

HaIz...i just really have not been feeling like myself lately...i really feel down...the reason is very hard for me to explain...i jus hope tat time will tell...but for now i will try to be an asset and not a liability...but in order to do tat i gotta put on a fake mask...and im sick of doing tat, im confused, very sick and tired...i really pray tat this would really clear for me...i keep going back and forth, its like 1 step forward 2 steps back...sigh...pls i nid a solid answer, for once...just for once...

( 9:58 AM )

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