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? Thursday, June 29, 2006

...Who Knew The Other Side Of You...

WoAh...><...tmw is road run le...sian then chinese O level orals...im gonna die!!...lolz no larz...jus probably be very the tired after tat...anyways yesterday was really a blast...went out the whole day and got my VERY the belated Bday present...nonetheless i still love it...its very nice and best of all, its made by hand!! and not by jus some stranger...but made by my frend...!! hahaz...yea i guess i will bring it with me everywhere larz...lolz...i have a feeling it will give me hope when i need it...

( 5:11 PM )

? Wednesday, June 28, 2006

...It Only Hurts When I Laugh...

SuP...today was an OK day...nth much happened much, except the fact tat i was out almost the whole day...hahaz it was funny...lolz anyways erm this friday having chinese O levels oral liao wor...sigh sigh...nth much i can do...also its like before tat got Road Run and after tat got Cell group...i dunno whether i can make it through the day anot...hahaz...probably sleep like hell after tat...well at least on monday its a holiday and can go kayaking!!...hahaz i hope so lorz...

( 9:55 PM )

? Tuesday, June 27, 2006

...Who Holds Up The Stars Up In The Sky...

ScHoOl has reopened...lolz i said it countless times le...hahaz...anyways chinese O levels on friday!! sianz...but its on my school's road run day...lolz like tat confirm die le lor so tired le how to talk somemore...i would die there and then...hahaz also i hope tat it turns out well though...hahaz wish me luck...

( 7:48 PM )

? Monday, June 26, 2006

...Sing To Me Over And Over Again...

ScHoOl has jus started today...although the holidays were a big break, i really missed school...finally im able to see my frends again and stuff like tat...hahaz it was great today, had fun with some frends at the playground...*dont ask why*...lolz...probably bcuz of the mood larz...im finally bcoming myself again and tats gd...*phews*...hahaz...anyways tats about all for today larz...

( 9:43 PM )

? Sunday, June 25, 2006

...Singing That All That I Am...

Many years had already passed
Each day that i lived seems like the last
I kept doing things that people thought were insane
Although to others, it was just efforts to make friends in vain.

No one bothers about me
Probably cuz i keep pretending that im fine
But im always wearing that mask
No one knows because they didn't even ask.

Sometimes i wonder whether my life will be like this forever
With no one to be by my side to walk this road together.

As my hope starts to diminish
God sent you to help me with what i could never have finished.
That is to show me my purpose of my life,
Which is to help you along in your life.

With this i will end
The memories, the emotions
Will be engraved in my mind forever
Kept safe in my Eternal Sanctuary...

( 6:41 PM )

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...Show Me What Its Like...

LaSt day of the school holidays of June...next big thing is the school speech day ceremony...i really hope tat we would get to wear the no. 1 uniform...sigh...but anyways also i hope tat we dont 4get our steps...lolz...but anyways recently ive not been myself at all...been very confused lately, sigh especially towards my closest frends...i really want this to end, i do not wan to hurt them anymore...pls...

( 6:25 PM )

? Saturday, June 24, 2006

...To Be Only Yours...

ScHoOl holidays are almost over le...although to me and some others we dont actually consider tat as a holiday in the 1st place...but it was still a small break time for some of us...hmmm nth much done during the 'holidays' but it was quite busy especially doing all the school work...we even have to go back to school for the entire holidays...nvm but still it was quite relaxing larz...

( 5:35 PM )

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...Only Hope...

OST A Walk To Remember

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

And I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my apathy
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

( 11:41 AM )

? Friday, June 23, 2006

...Post-Chalet...

NtH much except tat in the chalet the onli thing the cell did was cycling...zZz...nvm but it was kinda fun...although i got a leg cramp and no one else noticed...but it was ok sometimes things jus dont go the way it seems...but alot of very useful things were done at tat time and erm lets jus say it wasnt wad we had expected...haha...but its over and we cant do anything about it larx...

( 12:22 PM )

? Wednesday, June 21, 2006

...Cell Chalet...

LoLx cell chalet on thursday till friday...hahax erm gotta take 1 day leave from school to go to it...sigh bcuz of tat someone lar...cannot change time le, so i gotta do it instead...lolx anyways so many ppl cannot stay overnite...zZz...where got fun de this kind of chalet...but anyways hop it jus turns out well lar...and i hope tat it will be fun at least...

( 3:01 PM )

? Sunday, June 18, 2006

...Someday We'll Know...

OST A Walk To Remember

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...

( 7:03 PM )

? Tuesday, June 13, 2006

...Save Me...

Right now i just feel like screaming,
screaming out why,
screaming out how.

But i can't do anything,
i'm hopeless,
i'm pathetic,
i'm useless.

Questions run through my mind again,
why must it be you,
why must this happen.

All i can do now is pray,
pray that this feeling would be gone,
pray that you will be healed,
pray that this will not change anything between us.

AMEN...

( 9:32 PM )

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...Hurt...

WhY isit always everytime tat i start to feel better...there would be somehing to turn me down...rite now horrible thoughts are going through my mind again and again...in an endless cycle...why must this happen? why must it be me tat this is happening to? why does it have to occur to the person whom i care the most? why?rite now all these questions are pointing to me...i am the answer...its bcuz of me tat this has all happened...so pls do not leave me...i nid u...4give me...

( 9:25 PM )

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