? Saturday, January 03, 2009

sitting in the middle of this room
silent as night as it seems
but in the mind
oh the shouts, the panic, the screams

that same familiar feeling
oh how you dread it
it messes with your head, reeling and twisting
making you wish you were dead

no, it keeps you alive
laughing at your futile attempts to survive

go away, you scream like theres no tomorrow
the more you try, the more it brings sorrow
you turn on the radio, the tv, hoping that the voice would just die
but you know that that's just some pathetic alibi

given up you lie on the bed, trying to pull yourself together
watching your life through closed eyes
feeling as if your every decision made was an error
and that every answer to you, blatant lies

waking up to a tear-soaked pillow
that once paranoid space, now hollow
looked around, nothing changed
i left the house, feeling nothing more than disarranged

Paranoia

( 11:18 PM )

the Worshipper♥

wassup~

Welcome to my sanctuary,
Tag before You Leave plssss:D!

Joshua Lui aka Musica/Hamster,
19,
NanYang Polytechnic,
Grace Assembly of God,
PROUD Christian and member of...

THE SALTSHAKERS Cell!♥♥♥

pray and ask from the LORD♥

-Saltshakers are back again THIS year xD
-more grown to God
-to organise a Grace Retreat
-to be able to play the violin fluently
-to be able to _ _ _ _ _ like a pro! (hahah dont wanna tell u yet lehhhhh xD)