one way | -JESUS-

? Monday, April 27, 2009

Oh and this is for Caleb, hahaha thought u might wanna see this dude...=D others pls feel free to see it too~! =)



( 9:52 PM )

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for the life i lead

hahah sry for not blogging for so long =|...i cant say tat i have been busy but neither have i been free...but im jus kinda lethargic about blogging recently =( anyways, jus for updates i shall blog today =)

hmmm easter service passed, it was really great! hahah and yes the previous post was the song used in Elliot's scene =D...took me 54 tries to get it rite...and then another 11+ tries editing the video itself but it was all worth while hahha...the cast was great and i had lots of fun watching elliot slam my wallet on the floor, deborah dying like 1000000+ times, marshall burying deborah 1000000+ times, abbygail taking photos of shawn which elliot loves to tease about both of them being together...hahaha and lots of nat yee's constant "will i die if i jump from the 5th floor" thing xDDDD

hmmm school has reopened...which is mostly a bummer cuz im still in a holiday mood but then i cant skip school cuz the guilt will kill me LOL but yea so i jus take naps during lectures =x, BUT ONLY AFTER I COPIED THE NOTES!! hahaha yea...

okok er, i cant remember wad else happened...hmmmm oh rite, i joined the drama ministry in R-AGE...haha enjoyable bunch of ppl to work with srsly xD. and er...oh rite stuck to facebook.com nowadays thx to all the games such as 'MOUSEHUNT' which i finally conformed to...=D it aint half bad bah.

anyways, i kinda realised a half-bad-half-good truth...i no longer am a hardcore gamer =| hahha yea, games jus dont give me tat kick anymore lolololol but i still play them for relaxation though and sometimes for leisure =) haha haiz, i tink i tat im being more and more fickle minded...im always unsure of wad i want, and wad is good or bad for me, i no longer putting on a mask now but neither am i being myself...AHHHHHH see wad i mean by fickle minded?!?! HAHA, anyways i really hope its the school pressure. but its poly! wad pressure!?!? xD oh wells, must be my melancholic side acting up again =|

guess i jus need some laughs and sleep =)


( 9:07 PM )

? Monday, April 06, 2009

Emotionless...

Hey dad
im writing to u
not to tell u
tat i still hate u
jus to ask u
how u feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart

r u happy out there in this great wide world
do u tink about ur sons?
do u miss ur little girl?
when u lay ur head down
how do u sleep at nite?
do u even wonder if we're alrite
but we're alrite
we're alrite

its been a long hard road without u by my side
why werent u there all the nites tat we cried
u broke my mother's heart u broke ur children for life
its not ok but we're alrite
i remember the days u were a hero in my eyes
but those are jus a long lost memory of mine
i spent so many years learning how to survive
now im writing jus to let u know im still alive

the days i spent
so cold so hungry
were full of hate
i was so angry
the scars run deep inside this tatooed body
theres things i'll take
to my grave
but im ok
im ok

its been a long hard road without u by my side
why werent u there all the nites tat we cried
u broke my mother's heart u broke ur children for life
its not ok but we're alrite
i remember the days u were a hero in my eyes
but those are jus a long lost memory of mine
now im writing jus to let u know im still alive
im still alive

sometimes i forget
and this time
i'll admit
tat i miss u
said i miss u

its been a long hard road without u by my side
why werent u there all the nites tat we cried
u broke my mother's heart u broke ur children for life
its not ok but we're alrite
i remember the days u were a hero in my eyes
but those are jus a long lost memory of mine
and now im writing jus to let u know im still alive

and sometimes
i forget
and this time
i'll admit
tat i miss u
said i miss u


hey dad...


( 9:55 PM )

? Friday, April 03, 2009

If I Let You Go
(by Westlife)

Day after day
As time pass away
And i just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I kept on searching
But i cant find

The courage to show
To letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again i'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if i let you go
I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will i ever see, you smiling back at me?
How will i know
If i let you go

Night after night
I hear my self say
Why can't this feeling just fade away?
There's no one like you
Who speaks to my heart
Its such a shame
We're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later i gotta choose
And once again i'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if i let you go
I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will i ever see, you smiling back at me?
How will i know
If i let you go


And once again i'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if i let you go
I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will i ever see, you smiling back at me?
How will i know
If i let you go


( 6:57 PM )

the Worshipper♥


wassup~
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Joshua Lui aka Musica/Hamster,
19,
NanYang Polytechnic,
Grace Assembly of God,
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