I got this phrase from a frend's frend of mine...its very touching and it kind of expresses my emotions...so i hope u dont mind Cassandra, although u dont know me, im a gd frend of ur Kirby kor kor...and i mean no harm...lolz...
"If i could be any part of you, i would be your tears. To be conceived by your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips..."
yupz...tats the phrase...i dunno y but it jus calls out to me of some sort...anyways if u knew me better, u would understand how i feel nowadays...
( 9:57 PM )
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...Queen Of Heart... ...By Westlife...
So here we stand In our secret place With a sound of the crowd So far awayAnd you take my hand And it feels like home We both understand It's where we belong
So how do I say? Do I say goodbye? We both have our dreams We both wanna fly So let's take tonight To carry us through The lonely times
I'll always look back As I walk away This memory Will last for eternity And all of our tears Will be lost in the rain When I've found my way Back to your arms again But until that day You know you are The queen of my heart
So let's take tonight And never let go While dancing we'll kiss Like there's no tomorrow As the stars sparkle down Like a diamond ring I'll treasure this moment Till we meet again
But no matter how far(Matter how far) Or where you may be(Where you may be) I just close my eyes(I just close my eyes) And you're in my dreams And there you will be Until we meet
Oh yeah You're theQueen of my heart(Of my heart) No matter How many years it takes(Queen of my heart) I'll give it all to you Oh yeah(Queen of my heart) Oh yes you are The queen of my heart
( 9:26 PM )
? Sunday, August 27, 2006
...I'm Not Gonna Stand Here And Wait...
I feel like the dumbest and most pathetic person in the world...today was 1 of the most horrible days in my life and also the most stupid...i was too quick too tink...i assumed too much...and now im regreting all these shit...WTH! i cant take it...things are improving jus for me to make it worse...I DONT GET IT...DAMN! SO DAMN CONFUSED...
( 10:29 PM )
? Saturday, August 19, 2006
...Yi Lu Xiang Bei...
SoMeTiMeS in life we experience difficulties...wanna know y?...its to give us strength for us to carry on...no matter how hard it is, it was all planned...difficulties or happiness are all planned out, a blueprint of our lives spread out before Him...He planned everything...though its hard to bear with the intensifying pain, we got no choice...we cant go against the Lord, noone can, so jus let it pass...no matter what...jus let it pass...
( 8:53 PM )
? Wednesday, August 16, 2006
...Let My Pride Fall Like Rain...
SiGh...right now i really feel alone...no one to turn to and nothing to say to anyone rite now...feel as if God is looking at me but jus dunno wad to do to me...tat feeling is horrible...i missed the past...when u depended on me and whenever we talked, u are bound to laugh...miss those times...when i lied down waiting for ur number to appear on my phone...missed those times...whenever i hear u cry on the phone, my heart reaches out for u...i missed those times...when i felt tat i could wipe all ur tears away...i missed those times...
( 10:32 PM )
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...A Life For The Sake Of My Pride...
WeIrD sometimes when ur really not in the mood for somethinge to happen, they jus do...how annoying it is and frustrating...sometimes jus when i feel tat im really back to normal, i realised tat the dmg done when im not myself was already there to stay, and the worst thing is tat i cant get it off...sigh...i guess its jus another mistake i really gotta live with...
( 10:19 PM )
? Sunday, August 13, 2006
...Open Up Your Eyes...
AnSwErS never come easy in life...everytime something goes wrong we try to find answers as to y tat happened...but sometimes the harder u try to find those much needed answers, the longer it takes to see it...sometimes we try too hard, when actually those answers are right infront of us...we always overlook it and by the time we found out...it would already be too late...
( 10:35 PM )
? Wednesday, August 09, 2006
...Seems Like Wrong Really Loves My Company...
HmM...wad can i say bout today...nth much really...National Day was as usual quiet and ordinary...but i jus dont feel tat way...inside me lies chaos and confusion...mixed emotions still swim through my veins...some gd, some bad...but for now im jus putting all my faith in God and hope tat he would help me...theres so much feelings in me tat i dunno how to express it...i gotta find a way...
( 11:18 PM )
? Monday, August 07, 2006
...I Wish Everything Would Be Like Before...
SoMe ppl keep asking me y i keep changing my MSN nicks...basically its cuz my emotions keep changing...i jus dunno y and how i wish i knew...it is the worse combination of feelings, sad, hopeful, happy, depressed, hopeless...it jus comes one after another i jus hate it...im missing something or someone...but its so hard to tink tat i stand a chance...sigh...i care so much...
( 6:29 PM )
? Sunday, August 06, 2006
...I Loved You More Than You'll Ever Know...
HeYs...erm today was a very tiring and yet inspirational day for me...1stly its tiring bcuz i slept at 2 am last nite and woke at 7 then went out the whole day...sigh i today very tired...very sensitive about things...lolz...anyways its inspirational cuz i found out tat God is still looking after me...He still cares about me...i know about tat through some ways tat i shall not mention jus yet...hahaz...anyways tats all...and sry about my behavior today, was very tired and sensitive...^^...
( 8:13 PM )
? Friday, August 04, 2006
...Is This The Start Of Something New?...
NtH much today...mostly i am now moving on from the past...hahaz...now i know the importance of faith...i jus found out tat having faith in others could really lessen ur worries and doubts...hahaz...it really helps...but its jus tat sometimes its jus hard for me to have tat faith in someone else...although i hope tat goes away soon...help me will u?
( 10:39 PM )
? Tuesday, August 01, 2006
...My Time Is Running Out...
HaIz...not feeling well these days...got some kinda rashes on my right side of my ribs...zZz...worse thing is tat it hurts as if someone is cutting it open...ouch...and its kinda scary cuz it lasted for almost a week already...anyways, im sure this is happening for a reason...so theres no nid to be afraid...^^...anyways life is getting alittle back to normal for me and i guess its better abit...but i still feel down at times...well, i guess its better than nth...hahaz...
( 10:32 PM )
the Worshipper♥
wassup~
pray and ask from the LORD♥
-Saltshakers are back again THIS year xD
-more grown to God
-to organise a Grace Retreat
-to be able to play the violin fluently
-to be able to _ _ _ _ _ like a pro! (hahah dont wanna tell u yet lehhhhh xD)